15 July 04: past journal log

Chocolate called me and wanted to know what I was doing. I told her I was about to go out and do a video shoot. She paused and didn’t say nothing then said “Oh, okay, I’ll talk to you later” and then she hung up. I go over to grab my car keys to hit the road and then my phone rings again. I see it’s Chocolate on the caller I.D. I answer the phone and Chocolate says” I just want you to hear me out. You are full of shyt, you know I need a shoot and the money would have went to me getting an apartment because I have to get out my moms house by Saturday. “Then she says “I appreciate all you have done for me, but I’m through with you and this is goodbye, I wont be callin you no more”. I said” Is that all?” She said “Yeah.” Then she hung up.

I don’t know how many times I tell these broads that I don’t give a fuck about what THEY WANT. My business is not predicated upon what they want. They often call sayin “I need a shoot.” They got shyt twisted. I’m the one who is supposed to decide who gets on Video. I’m the one who has the bizness. I’m the one who does the callin to see who I want to fuck wit. They think that if they call and need some money, I’m gonna automatically give em a model gig. And then when you don’t give em the Gig they say you are dirty and treating them unfair. What part of the game is this? I don’t know how many times I have pulled Chocolates ass out the fire. I can’t count how many times I gave her a pity shoot just because she was needed the money. Half the time I never even wanted to shoot her. But she was cool people so I decided to try and look out.

But you see, this is the thanks you get for trying to help ghetto folks. You can help a bytch 99 times but if you tell her “No.” one time they wanna scream bloody murder. The “nice guy” routine can pay off in spades, but it has it’s pit falls. This situation is a major one. These females get so use to you being there to support and help them when no one else will. Then the minute you can’t deliver they feel betrayed by you. But you have to draw the line somewhere. You have to at some point and time cut they ass off, or they will bleed you dry with their misfortunes. Their misfortunes, mishaps and fuck ups will become yours as well. And a Mack ain’t got time to carry nobodies burdens but his own. Shyt! A Mack ain’t suppose to even have Burdens of his own anyway, why the fuck I want to make your drama my drama?

Bottom Line is, fine then girl, leave me be. See if ya Moms, Uncle, or Boyfriend can show you as much support as I have. I was doing all they jobs by trying to look out and support ya ass, Now this one time I can’t fuck wit ya and I’m a bad guy? One more needy ass wench bites the dust.

It’s 11:30 p.m and I just came back from gettin my dick slobbed by Champagne. The shyt was phenomenal!!!! Ohhh, I love a spitty blow job! I nutted all ovah them pretty lips. Stick around and stay a member and see the spit fly. Life is good.

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Past Log: 15 July 2004

15 July 04

I got a call from Champagne and she wanna know what’s goin on with me and had I made a decision about who I was gonna shoot tonight. I told her I still didn’t know who I was gonna roll with yet. She says that Her and this female Lady T are down to do some girl/girl shyt. I was like what ya’ll gonna eat some pussy? She said she ain’t, but Lady T will. I shot Lady T a while ago and haven’t posted her Video yet. Honey got dance skills for ya ass. I told her that If I roll over, you gonna be down with the head game? She paused and thought about it……….I said “Tell me something, I got otha females that’s tryin to get at a Nicca, so what u wanna do?” She said “Okay, I’ll do it.” I’m scheduled to meet her at her crib at 10 pm tonight. I have been breaking one of my most important rules lately by filming over other females houses. But I’m tryin to make some power moves which requires that I have some exrta money, so I can’t fuck with a hotel each time I do a shoot. So I’m gonna take a gamble and do the damn thang for a while.


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Past log: Gumbo Mix 14 July 2004

14 July 04

It's 2 A.M in the morning Sparkles calls me crying on the phone ,begging for 30 dollaz. She claims that she has just kicked out Tiffany and they not cool no more because Tif wasn't hitt'n her with any money. I guess Sparkle needed the money for a Hotel for the night. But Nicca like me ain't got time to play with that bullshyt. She should have saved her money and did something with it instead of give it away to Niccaz that didn't give a shyt about her. Now she running back to the Nicca that has showed her love time and time again. Now she wanna use me up, while she let's otha Niccaz use her as she gives away my money that she done begged for. Fuck that, NO MORE!

I'm about to roll out and pick up Chocolate. She wants to go Job hunting and she asked could I take her a couple of places. I said sure. But ya'll know this ain't free, I'm gonna take her to a park and make her swallow my nut.

Just got back from taken Chocolate to her Job interview. She got in the car all depressed. I asked her what is wrong. She said "Nothing". So I left it at that and took her ass home. I didn't get drank up like I wanted too, after seeing her all frowning and depressed and shyt, I decided to save my juice for a later date. When a bytch drink this shyt, I wanna see a smile on her face, ya dig?

Still tryin to decide which honey I'm gonna put to work this week. I have enough cheese to hire 3 or 4. But I'm not trying to waste my money. I need to find different shyt for em to do. Jessica called and wants to get down, but she don't wanna suck no dick. But she got good pussy. Alexxxis called and wants to drink me up again and her head skillz send shivers down my balls. She is the best. And of course she pregnant so that's a plus on film. Alexxxis cousin, Nee Nee the drunk argumentative cute sistah wants to get down also. Her head skills is ok, and the pussy is okay also. She may be a diamond in the ruff, but I wont never know if she keeps wanting to come to the shoots all drunk and shyt. Ice wants to get down also. Her head is great! And her fuck'n skillz is the best. Out of all the chicks, I love fuck'n her the most, she is the complete package except for she ain't really built like a stallion. But now she got all sorts of boyfriend drama that I would have to work around if I wanted to get at her. Champagne wants to get down also! She is a beautiful ass sistah when she gets done up. She is a great performer and easy to work with. But she wanna try and jack up her model fee to the point that, I don't feel I need to fuck with her. When chicks try and dictate their Model fee, I tend to leave them alone. Only room for one Mack in this shyt and that's me. That means they can't dictate shyt.


Join now to see Video---->>>> First video I ever did with Ice. Here she is shake'n her ass for Daddy.

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Sparkle, Champagne and Vee entry

Champagne 2004

Champagne 2004

29 June 04

Sparkle, Champagne and Mz Vee all take a trip down to Atlanta with some Niccaz I don’t know. It was an older female and dude in there 40’s who took them down south and promised them that they would be able to make a lot of money by dancing in clubs and by being dancers at this big party that was going to be given by some big rappers and football players. They get down there and get hustled by the couple. They didn’t get to do the party and they didn’t get to dance in no clubs to make any money. They found out that to dance in Atlanta you need a license and that runs an easy 300 dollaz. So they stuck in a Hotel with nowhere to go and no way to make money. The couple starts to tell the girls that they need to find a way to pay them back for the hotel room, food and transportation. They tell them to go out and find some Niccaz to hustle.

The females rebel at this situation and tell the couple that they ain’t prostituting themselves just because they failed to deliver to them what was promised. The girls are like why you gett’n mad at us when you was supposed to get the Gigs for us, but you didn’t provide any way for us to make money to pay you back. The couple tells them to get out there and sell some ass or you can WALK home to Ohio. Of course this is when they call my “Captain save a Ho” ass.

Vee 2004

Vee 2004

I get a call about 4 pm in the day and I got 3 females on the phone crying and shyt tell’n me the whole scoop. My first impression was, that it was a hustle. These females lie about so much shyt you don’t know what to believe. They said that they needed bus tickets back home because they were stranded. I’m thinkin they came down to Atlanta, did a show, made a couple of hundred and now need to come back home, but they don’t want to spend the money they just made on a bus ticket, so let’s just make up a lie and tell 3XL that we have been stranded and we need someone to wire us bus tickets over the inter-net. I initially said nah I can’t help ya just because Sparkle was with them, and she always lyin and tryin to game me. But My girl Mz. Vee was with her and I was digg’n this new chick Champagne and didn’t want to give her a bad impression of me so early in the game. So I said fuck it. I’ll hit yall wit the tickets, “Just know and understand that whether this is a hustle or a legit situation, ya’ll my Niccaz and ya’ll got the Bus tickets comin just because ya’ll do good work.”

Sparkle 2004

Sparkle 2004

2 July 04

I call up MzVee, Sparkle and Champagne to ask them if they could do a Nicca a favor and meet me later on to do a 3 female shoot for me on some promotional shyt. I told em ain’t no pay involved, but I was wonderin if ya’ll could just look out for a Nicca. Besides it ain’t fully nude anyway, just topless maybe. They all agreed and said “Yeah we will do it.” I said let’s meet tomorrow, they said “Okay”. I go to meet them at 3 pm in the projects and they can’t be found. I call Mz Vee and she said that she was on her way, but she don’t know where the other chicks are. I said Fuck it, I’ll holla tomorrow.

3 July 04

Mz Vee, Champagne and Sparkle call me and tell me all their bullshyt excuses about why they didn’t make it. I wasn’t interested in hearing that shyt. I just asked we gonna do this shyt or what? They said “yeah”. I’m like okay meet me at 6 pm at Mz Vee’s. As usual Sparkle got some bullshyt excuse why she can’t do it at 6pm. She said it was the anniversary of her brothers murder and she had to visit his grave around that time. So me being the soft ass Nicca that I am said” “Okay babygirl when DO YOU WANT TO DO THIS? Give a Nicca an answer, ya’ll make’n this shyt too complex” They said 8 pm would be cool. I said Okay i’ll be back at 8. I show back up at 8pm and as usual nobody can be fuck’n found.

4th of July

I get calls all day from each female blame’n the next girl for the stand up routine again. I said, I ain’t sweatin it. I got some other honies that’s gonna do it. They didn’t put up a fight and say they can do the shoot. They obviously didn’t want to do it. They think they got away with playin me, but they just don’t know who they fuck’n with. I’ll get it out they ass one way or the other.

I visit Jaquatta over Nina’s house to tell her when we can do some bizness. She been calln me all week about a session. I see her sittin on the curb in front of her building drinking Colt 45. I said what’s up and what you been doin lately? She said nothing, she tryin to get some money to get an apartment ( hahahha, man I been hearing that line a lot). Nina comes out and says Hi. Ya’ll remember Nina the one who danced at the hotel with the Big Booty and bad hair-do?  Well she ain’t been back to do no more work because her boyfriend don’t want her fuck’n wit me. I ain’t tripp’n that shyt, I respect that out of a Nicca. So I respect the Niccaz wishes and don’t holla at her no more.

Just so happens that Nina’s boyfriend is Jaquatta’s brother. So Im out there and I’m just rappin to Nina and Jaquatta on some friendly shyt and The boyfriend/Brother comes out lookin at a Nicca hard. He walks over toward me and stops about 6 feet away and asks me who I am in a hard tone. I’m thinking, I know this Nicca ain’t tryin to flex? I just looked at his raggedy ass and I tell him” Playa you know who I am, don’t act like you don’t know.” So I asked him “Who are you?” He just looked at me all fucked up and walked away.

I was kind of hope’n the Nicca would have jump at me, I been itch’n to kick a Niccaz ass. These hoes got me stressed to the point this week that I been wanting to knock a Niccaz  teeth out. I would have crushed that Nicca.

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